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i miss..

Drugs.

not like cocaine or meth or pills. i never did those.

but marijuana, it was perfect.

it was just enough to numb me out to my suicidal tendencies and bring me to a state of relaxed happiness.

why the fuck couldn't everyone just leave me alone?

i was happy.. and they had to take it away..

i guess it was a "bad habit"

whatever.

i wasn't being stupid.. i just wanted to be normal for once..

i need help.